Refocus......[$$]

Wait Till I Get My Money Right.......



As of late i have been equally bored. My financial problem is increasingly becoming a burden as my bank account is rapidly dwindling like a sack of weed at any party in lorain. I need to find a source that can put a deposit into my bank account very quickly. Things are starting to look very rough on my end. Im just hoping God blesses me very soon. Very Soon. I Need to Refocus.





+ I Need to buy myself my favorite bottle of alcohol and enjoy a drink by myself. I Need A Short Breather To Relax............ And











After i Find a job Of Course. I Need Money To Buy The Bottle Right?!?!?!
So My #1 Goal FOr Right now is find A Means Of Income. A J.O.B. MONEY! MONEY! MONEY!











I Love this Girl Right Now. Her Style, Her Music, Her Presence. Her. Its Just Something About Her That I Love. And I Stay Bumpin That New CD. She's My Favorite Singer Out Now Besides The Classics. Shes Just Something Unique.

Emotions

In The Words Of Beyonce & Co. "Its Just Emotions Taking Me Over." I Dont know how i feel at the present moment. I feel indifferent about things today. I Just dont know how i feel. Im Mellow but kinda down at the same time. I Want to See my Papi & He's ghost. I guess its a good thing that we aint smothering each other. He has time to see his friends and fam. but at the same time i want to see him. I feel like these last 2-3 days weve been really distant toward each other. Maybe its just me but i feel like i havent talked to him much. i guess maybe that comes with the relationship. I mean im hardly the expert this being my 1st ever real relationship. Were a month into our relationship and me i just want to be around him more i guess. I Love him so much and i dont want to lose him. I just want him close to me right now. Theres a road block keeping him away i suppose. But i mean if hes uncomfortable why not just say it. And I Mean he's gonna have to meet these people anyway right. There my immediate family so.... but i dunno i dont wanna rush nor ruin how good things are going right now, I LOVE THIS PERSON SO MUCH. He's Someone Who's Become Very Important And Special to My Heart In Such a very Short Time. I Mean My Mom Even Asked How He Was Doing Today. I Mean If Thats not a good sign what is yknow. But I guess this comes with it, this feeling when you cant be close to the one you love.


I Have to admit writing this down and Listening to some Classic Aaliyah - At Your Best (You Are Love) Really Makes Me Feel Up And Grateful For What I Have Right Now. I Love this Song. Makes Me Feel In Love.


Love......... Something So New To Me.

J.O.B. (Short Update

A Nigga Just may have a job waiting in the wings. Can U Say Happy! I Can (<-Funny Huh. Those Of U Who Get It Anyway:) But Im So Happy Got A Call back in like 2 hours. So Im Praying Wishing Hoping I Get Me A JOB. I Need this so BAD People u Have no Idea. Now I Must call the Love Of My Life With The Good News.

CLEVELAND!!!! CLEVELAND!!!!

A.L. Central Champions The Cleveland Indians Just WIPED THE FLOOR Wit the YANKEES!!!! Ending The Series 3-1. And Now theyre headed to Fenway to play the redsox. Haters Keep Hating. We Goin All The Way CLEVELAND!

Hmmmm........

The Tribe Is 2-1 Now. They Lost Last Night 8-4. 1 more game just 1 more game.

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I Went to Cedar Point yesterday. So fun. Havent been there since Prom 2005. I rode any and everything. After waiting in line for almost a hour and 10 minutes we finally boarded the new ride The Maverick. It was definantly worth the wait. I bitched the entire time we were waiting. But afterwards i was happy. Its definantly Definantly worth the wait. Cedars Points prices are rediculous. $3.00 for a 20oz Soda that you would pay at the most a $1.29 in a grocery store. $1.50 For A Bag Of Chips $1.50 For 50 cent candybars like M&Ms and Snickers not even king size. $5.00 for cheese fries milkshakes. $3-4.00 for Pop. $7-10.00 For Meals like hamburgurs chicken fingers chinese wit fries. Did i mention $2.99 for a Eggroll. A EGGROLL!!!!!!!!!!! Rediculous. I Refused to pay that much money for food. so i kinda starved and survived off others of pop (which my mom paid $8.00 for the refillable cup and refills were a $1.06) till i got home. I was already tired from the night before gettin about 5 hours of sleep. My Papi slept over and i woke him up after i got dressed. Then we said our goodbyes and then he ended up getting lucky and going to cedar Point with his fam. i seen him for about 5 seconds :( at the power tower. :( but i didnt get to hang wit him. Cuz we lost sight of him in the halloween parade thing they had goin on. I feel sorry for him tho i know he tired. we got lil to no sleep the night before woke up at 8:30 to go to cedar point then he got home at like 11:00 and had to go to wake up for work @ 4:00am. Yeah i know my babys tired. I Love Him So Much. I just Hate to hear and see him stressed cuz he doin so much. Not to mention his family bought a bar and he helpin there part time also. So He doing alot. I love Him.

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My BestFriend wentt to NYC. Lucky B. Can U say havent called since arriving. I Can already see someone walkin wit they RW scarf (in the summer time) at the movies or something. Serious. LMAO. Cant wait to here about it. lmao.

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Ahem. Where are all the Fine ass Black Men like this where i live. I Mean If i went to school with Dudes like this i would be at EVERY Track Meet. Rooting for his ass. I Mean Look At this dude and tell me he wouldnt be worth losing your voice over. lmao

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