Didnt I Say this shit over a month ago?

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Im Just Sayin....

Should I Or Shouldnt I?

Debating on if i'll come back here or not.....

@ This Point Its Very Unclear....

BOREDOM

As of late, I have been becoming increasingly bored with blogger. I think I'm so tired of writing about my life and I'm more interested in documenting things that I like, and inspire me....

I've noticed the trend with other bloggers as well.... some people aren't updating for weeks at a time..... I mean when I update it seems like a hassle just to want to write..... It used to come ever so easily.... @ the moment I think I'm going to concentrate on my self improvement, this lil pet project I have started over @ Tumblr, and my other blog Visionaries.... I need things to feed my creative energy.....

In other words.... I wont be posting here for a good while.... I will continue to log on read and comment on those that I follow....

But, I need a break from this.... I'm just done for right now.... I'm sure ill return, but right now.... A much needed Break is due....

until I Return....

» PRIMO

Blame It On The Alcohol......

I Tell You..... Bus Rides are a fucking mess! I Will never [I Repeat] NEVER Ride another damn Greyhound Unless absolutely necessary and I have no choice But to be dragged on the bus. The damn ride there was the worst. Crackheads running in falling in the main aisle, Africans talking in 7 dialects, Funky white women, People watching and showing other people porn on their phone, the smells, and Plain ass crazies sticking quarters in their ears and having conversations with themselves as if they were on a blue tooth. I couldn't wait till I seen the "Welcome to Ohio" Sign I was like yes only a few more hours of this Insanity....

These are My eyes the entire way....

Ready To Slap A Ho With The Quickness..... And I Had my Knife... I Don't Play.....

But Anyways.....

I Lunched so hard the entire time I was there. I stayed drunk the entire time I was their. I mean on a daily basis. Im feeling it now tho. My body feels so drained and sluggish. Im going through a Detox as we speak lol. Drinking plenty of water! lol. It was so nice to kick it with my Fam for a good solid week! I missed everyone and I got to see my brothers/cousins graduate. Im so proud of em! they so Grown! Of course someone had to act up during graduation, A man in the middle of the ceremony acted a plum fool because his daughter got arrested. I mean in the middle of the ceremony..... Only in Ohio...... I was just happy his ass wasn't black for once cause in my hometown my fellow black folks always acting a clown. All in all I loved it. The entire trip [except the bus]. Especially since I have no clue when i'll be going back. All the hell I know for sure is that it wont be by bus!

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Me and my Best-friend took an impromptu trip to Michigan to go to a store. It was a mess but I had fun nonetheless! We probably should have planned the trip better but it was a nice little road trip. And it was nice to spend time with my best-friend who I haven't seen since November.... I also reconnected with some old friends from High School. Ain't nobody changed one bit lol. Oh yeah PacSun Is becoming one of my favorite stores..... I definitely have to hit them up for some Shirts..... And Belts..... And Shorts.... Ok Fuck It Some Summer Gear! I Dunno why but I love that store. Maybe cause its Skateboard~ish :P

~ Well,

Me and my Ex reconnected. Not Reconnected in that way. We are friends. He has changed. I see the relationship/break-up he had changed him a lot. Someone is so much more open and communicates now. Someone is now a lot more sexually open also. Someone told me that I can have IT[It meaning Be on the receiving end for me, which he's done only 2x in the past for me, and I'm still the only guy he's done it for.] whenever I wanted and that someone is now into more Oral endeavors. TeeeHeee! ;P Someone then went on to say that he can still see us getting back together one day and that he knows no matter what that he will end up with me. He also goes on to explains that all the guys he's been with since me, [2 btw] haven't been able to compare and that honestly he's just been trying to find a guy just like me because he hasn't had a better relationship and that our relationship was his ideal relationship. But he understands why we broke it off. This was the first time we talked about everything under the sun. Like I said someone has become very open. The reasons I found why we broke it off could have been fixed back then if we just communicated back then like we do now [He wanted us to be public and open about our relationship but never told me that instead he pushed me away, and i broke it off after a good month of feeling like I was in a relationship with a ghost.]. I wont lie tho, [Whisper] I guess there is a little Shimmer still left in my being for him..... [/Whisper] But like I said we are just friends and he's going to have to show and prove if he ever wants to be serious again but at the moment I'm not worried about it. And oh yeah I'm so proud of myself. I DID NOT HAVE SEX WITH HIM THE ENTIRE I WAS THERE! We only kissed. Now this is a good and bad thing. I have been Sex-less Since November and it would have been nice to end this Dry Spell! But on the other hand I refuse to be his rebound. Been there, done that! Won't do it again. Absolutely Not! SO even tho he was offering up what I wanted I stayed strong.... But next time...... :) Me and him also went out for the first time ever together. It was so damn fun. He could also tell that I changed. We got Mardi Gras beads for kissing with whip cream & cherries in the middle of a straight strip club. lol. Mess Right. We ended up their after plans to go to a Gay bar in Cleveland fell through. [Im still a gay club Virgin....*Sigh*....SMH....]After that he explained that was what he always wanted in our relationship, us being open in public. It was very fun though and we had a ball! And alot of what was in the dark came to light. All in all I felt like we had a sorta breakthrough. It was nice to see him. He has now been keeping in frequent contact with me. LMAO! Who knows. Right now were just friends. Just how I like it.

SMH

Dont Ask Me.....Chile......

All I Know Is Never Take The Bus.......

Ready For Whatever | Electrik Red

Right now I'm getting ready to pack my shit to get on this 14hr <[Just Going To Die.... I Mean Just Die!] bus ride back home to Ohio @ 6:05pm. Washing up some last minute items, charging all my little electronic devices, Packing snacks, making sure I got everything and having what I like to call when I preview a new CD, a "Studio Session" Wth this Electrik Red - How To Be A Lady, Vol. 1.  I Been listening to it for the last 2 days. For those that liked "So Good" I think you'll love the CD. The Explicit Version, Of Course. The-Dream's influence is all over this baby, and since he wrote & produced almost every damn song [With that other guy], you can only expect it. They have a really good sound going for them. They're no Destiny's Child or Danity Kane[I'll Miss those girls], They Sound Like Neither...... But honestly their better than Danity Kane to me, I could never listen to one of their albums straight through like I can this Electrik Red. They Have their own little Niche, and are some of the best songs I've heard in '09. I Heard They Made This Baby in 2 weeks. It seems like some really good albums are made when they do it in a shorter time span [Beyonce - B'Day, Kanye West - 808s & Heartbreak]. They're not the nice girls. These are Bitches Wit Attitude! LOL! Not to mention they are Sexy  and have a nice lil style going on. But honestly its definitely worth a listen [You can On Myspace or IMEEM, BTW]. And since they have literally no competition......[Correct me if I'm wrong but, What other R&B/Pop Girl group is there?] I Think they are here to stay....

Some Of My Favorites From The Album Are:

Muah

Devotion

Freaky Freaky

Bed Rest

Friend Lover

P Is For Power

9 to 5

On Point

Go Shawty

I Cant wait to Touch Down. [Im There For A Week This Time.] Cause When I do.... I'm Ready For Whatever..... 

Let The Bottles Pop And The Lunchin' Commence!