Worry

I worry about my Money Problems. Its is the only thing wrong in my life right now. I know i have bitched and bitched and bitched about this situation in countless blogs to date but it is my only problem at the moment. Im Ace-Ing School right now. Couldnt have a more wonderful and loving relationship. My 1st mind you and its almost been 2 months. 2 WHOLE MONTHS! STICK THAT IN YOUR BACK POCKET!!!!! But my money problem is the biggest thing on my plate. I just cant seem to find a job anywhere. and im in desperate need of money at the moment. I really dont feel like asking my dad for some money because he's already offered to buy my glasses which will be expensive mind you because im picking them out and he paying. But having to pay for gas to go to school everyday(which is Far) and having to buy food everyday is killing me. Not to mention I have bills to pay like the next person. I MEAN IM REALLY BROKE!!!!! I MEAN I have little to no money at this point. Im reaching Zero and im so ashamed at my financial situation. Ashamed. No one knows how much money i really have because i am Ashamed. I Am so Ashamed at how broke i am. So Ashamed....... Im Trying To Keep A Cool Head But At This Moment Only God Knows How I Feel. And Only He Has My Back.

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OK OK OK OK. I Know Your Gonna Love these. These Are Some 10's Right Here. The Definition Of A Papichulo In My Book. I Found these on Another Blog Today (Which I Have Recently Added To My Noteworthy Selections Section). But I Just had to post them up on my own for that effect. I mean These Black & Latin Men Are Fine. I Mean It Aint like we all dont know that Black & Latin Men Are The Finest Men God Created. Why The Hell Else does everyone else run around tryna Be, Look, & Act Like Us.?!?


These Ladies and Gentlemen Are Deities
If I Had to choose from one of these fine specimen of Men i dont think i could choose just one. But At the moment im sure favoring Papi in the baby blue down there. All Of them 10/10 Scrumptious.



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It'$ Ju$t Life

$$$$$Dinero. Money. $$$$$$ I need it so badly. I gotta alot of shit to pay for and no money to cover it. Cell Phone Due. Insurance. Gas Money. Food Money. Not To Mention i need money to buy new breaks which will cost me about $100.00. I Need A New Job So Very Badly. its not even funny. my financial situation is bonkers right now and all i can do is ask god to send me something soon. Not to mention theres so many things i need. I Mean THANK GOD I was smart enough to catch a winter jacket on sale last march for $25 or i prolly wouldnt have one this winter. Its crazy right now. Everybody think i got money in the bank when really a nigga is broke. Embarrassingly BROKE. Im going to look 2marro morning for something with my grandma hopefully god blesses me soon. Christmas is coming around and i would love to get Not only myself but others stuff. All I Can Do Is Pray At This Point. :(

.............Short Update..............

The Tribe Lost...........
Hungry.............
Jobless.................
Bank Account Nearing $0.00 Status

Can u say trying to stay optomistic about life, but financial woes and bills drawing nearer are slwoly but surely bringing me down. God Please Send Me A J.O.B. PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Now i must go to school.

Thinking......

Listening To> Rihanna - Good Girl Gone Bad






Thinking always gets me down. its like 12:00 o clock and a nigga is bored at home by himself. Thinking about life & my relationship. I think in my relationship I have a tendency to over think things. Right now im really missing Him. I feel like theres something between us. I Feel like he distances himself from me like hes afraid to open up to me at the moment. Sometimes i wonder is he still feeling me. Sometimes hes just so quiet & other times hes so vibrant like theres an aura around him and he loves being around me. Now dont get me wrong i know he love me and I him, but he has a turbulent past and has trouble expressing his feelings whens he down and out. And i YEARN for him to open up to me. I mean me and him plan on being forever together. We only been together a month and we already talkin bout how its gonna be when we move in together lmao. We cant wait. I Love Him. I Just wish he would open up. But yknow its only been a month and i havent really considered that at the moment. It feels like we been together for forever yknow. So yknow i guess i cant be mad or upset its only been a month. I cant exactly expect him to just open up about everything and spill his guts to me yknow. But like I told him, When he's ready Im here to listen.