Friday, April 10, 2009

Dream Variations | Langston Hughes

Dream Variations
By Langston Hughes

To fling my arms wide
In some place of the sun,
To whirl and to dance
Till the white day is done.
Then rest at cool evening
Beneath a tall tree
While night comes on gently,
Dark like me--
That is my dream!

To fling my arms wide
In the face of the sun,
Dance! Whirl! Whirl!
Till the quick day is done.
Rest at pale evening . . .
A tall, slim tree . . .
Night coming tenderly
Black like me.

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

Self | Improvement

I believe its time for me to start making the necessary changes that I have been thinking about for the last month. I have been in such a Positive state of mind the past couple weeks. I have been thinking Positive and dwelling on positive things. I have been feeling Wonderful. So today I think is going to mark the start of me continuing this Positive state of mind. I'm mentally almost there now I want to be physically there. I want to improve in all areas of my life. Its time I start Believing and doing what I know I Am Capable of. Its time to take advantage of the things I have and get out there and Make It. Not for anyone else but myself. Its Time For Me To Make my own way. Its time for me to become the Go Getter I used to be. Its Time for me to Make It with no excuses. Its Time To Take Charge. I know there will be hurdles ill have to Jump and walls I have to Climb but I feel as if I'm ready to do it. Its Just Time.... I Feel It.

ITS TIME!

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Lady GaGa | The Fame

I Just Cant Put This One Down. After Hearing It On Myspace I Went And Spent $11.98 [Probably the most I ever spent on a CD] And synched it to my Zune...... She's totally knocked everyone off my playlist even Janelle Monae who I have been listening to for months on end. I listen to this CD front to back. I Really needed some Up tempo joints in my life. I Love Lady GaGa. [Oh Yeah Kudos to myspace for letting you preview entire CD's these days.]


Monday, March 30, 2009

Who Knew Michael Jackson & T-Pain Were Shooting A Video?

This Woman Is So Unhappy With Her self...... Who Does this to their self. I mean C'mon Who didn't think her Last 2 noses were clearly better????


:10 - :13

:27 - :36 

Especially :31 - :33  < Him/Letoya And This Picture All Came to mind in the form of flashbacks.....




I Mean I swore Michael said he was retiring, now he is living Vicariously through Lil Kim's Nose........ Its Sad........ She Clearly Isn't happy with her self. And Her Face Is Just Getting More & More Homely/Unfortunate....... And to be Quite frank who wants to hear a New Lil' Kim Song?


Lets All Pray For This Child........ 

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Thoughts On Love....


Image Courtesy Of Corbis


Me & My Partner In Crime /Right Hand Woman / Ace Boom Boom / Sister From Another Mother, Best friend Etc. Had a conversation the other day where I proclaimed I don't think I ran into my First Love.... She replied that I was in denial and that my 1st boyfriend was my first love....

Honestly that is something I used to think. But...... now after a year has passed and I have matured just a Lil more, grown up, have gotten past that Situation <-[ I Mean C'mon I refer to it as a Situation 95% of the time] without being bitter, and taken the time to really reflect on what it really was I feel as if I was the only one who was in love the whole time. Thinking back on things I used to ask him and his responses its clear now more than ever that I was the only 1 in Love in that situation..... He never once told me he was in love with me....

So I Say I dont think it was my first love because in order for it to be my first love wouldnt those feelings have to be Mutual in order for their to be love in the relationship? I feel as if it was "First" And their was no "Love". Or It Was " L-O..... and the V-E just never quite matched up. I feel as if it was only 50% the whole time......

She says it doesnt matter it still qualifies as First Love.......

I Think I stil havent run into that Person......

What Are your Opinions On This Matter.