My Heart |

I wrote this the other day in a couple minutes on my blackberry... Very short, very simple. It just summed up what was going through my head at the moment. Enjoy.

My Heart Is So Open

And yet, Its Closed

The Love I Have No One Knows

I think a lot

Oh yes, Its true

I think a lot

A lot about you

Someone I haven't spoken to

Someone I haven't seen

Someone I May never know

Someone who is made for Me

The road is long

And I have just Refueled

I'm ready for the stops

The heat

The cool

I don't know where I stand

If I still believe or not

But like what I said is true

I think a lot

A lot

About you....

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Dream Variations | Langston Hughes

Dream Variations
By Langston Hughes

To fling my arms wide
In some place of the sun,
To whirl and to dance
Till the white day is done.
Then rest at cool evening
Beneath a tall tree
While night comes on gently,
Dark like me--
That is my dream!

To fling my arms wide
In the face of the sun,
Dance! Whirl! Whirl!
Till the quick day is done.
Rest at pale evening . . .
A tall, slim tree . . .
Night coming tenderly
Black like me.

Let Go |

I had a Moment of Clarity.

Its time to Let Go....

Let Go of someone whose opinion I still value.

Someone whose embrace I still love.

Someone whose words I take to heart.

Someone who I still allow to have power over me.....

Someone who even though I love the idea of them being the ONE.... I know it wont probably ever happen.

It all needs to stop.

I need to heal.

Its Time To Let Go.

Its time to let go and give my heart the time and space it needs to repair.

I was in the beginning stages of this process about a month ago and Then you came.......

I need a healthy medium.

Some kind of line that is drawn to differentiate where friends begins and love ends.

Some kind of middle ground.

The stress is killing me......

My heart wont stop palpitating and breath is taken away frequently.... Not in a good way either.....

Procrastination has taken over and I need it to subside......

We all know the story, and Ive fallen for it again....

Every time.........

It's partially my fault......

I see the good in you.....

I believe you....

My Foolish Heart believing your Lies.....

The Trust Isn't there......

The Respect isn't there

The Love Isn't mutual.....

The importance of Us, Our Past, What we had isn't the same for you as it has been for me....

You Will Never See

You Will Never Change......

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Journey |

"Keep In Mind I'm An Artist & I'm Sensitive About My Shit" - Erykah Badu

I'm on a journey
I'm on a quest to find
The man within myself
The man within my mind
The man within my heart
The man I want to be
The man that truly lives and breathes deep inside of me
So many examples
So much inspiration
But what I feel I lack is Drive & Motivation
Puzzled at myself
As the sun begins to set
Puzzled as to why
I'm not doing my best
Puzzled Still
But I try to collect the pieces of my broken spirit
Cry's and Pain from within myself
But I dare let no one hear it
A million pieces scattered
And I journey to collect each one
To mold them And unite each piece

Until my soul Shines

Again

Like The Sun....

"Copy written, So Don't Copy Me" - Missy Elliot
[Yeah My Shit Is Already Copyrighted. So Don't Try And Steal My Shit.] ;)

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